I don't want to recall, because every time I recall her, I will cry again, so I simply forget everything, but every time I want to forget, I will always be awakened by someone, something, something ordinary.
When I was very young, I liked to follow grandpa's feet every day and go to the stream to pick up all kinds of beautiful stones. I would name each one. The red one was little red, the white one was small white, the blue one was little blue, and the flower one was little flower.. It was a long childhood, because my parents were far away, and I didn't know where they were. I only knew that I was living with my grandfather day after day. My grandfather didn't talk much. What he loved most was the little Emily Zhang who picked him up..
Once I was playing outside the yard with little red, small white, small blue and small flowers. Suddenly a little girl came up and said, "Brother, your stone is really beautiful.". I said: Which do you like? She said: like the red and blue ones. I said: Then I will give them to you. They all have their own names. Their names are Xiao Hong and Xiao Lan.. The remaining two are called Xiao Bai and Xiao Hua. She said: Brother, I will take them away. Will the little white flower think of little red and blue? Will the little blue and little red think of little white and blue?? I said, maybe, just like I miss my parents, but they never come back to see me.. What's your name? My name is Baiyang, but Grandpa always calls me Yangyang. She said: My family name is Jin. My mother always calls me Yeon-yeon. Do you call me Yeon-yeon, too? Brother, where do you live?
I live here, I pointed with my finger, Jin Yan where do you live?
I live over there. She pointed to a tall courtyard. I have never entered that courtyard. Grandpa never told me anything about anyone in it. He never told me anything..
Jin Yan Yan said, brother, can you accompany me out to play every day? I am always bored to be alone..
I said: Well, in fact, I am always alone. Where are your parents? They won't accompany you.
Jin Yanyan cried with a cry. She said that my father was far away, and I didn't know where it was, but my mother died a while ago, only myself, so I was sent here to stay at my uncle's house, but uncle aunt didn't like talking to me very much.. I am so bored by myself
I was playing with her when one of her servants came out from the small door and took her away. She called her miss. I don't understand what this means.. Why does this grandma call her miss. I came back to ask grandpa, what is miss, grandpa didn't speak, just stuffy voice get gourd on his fence. I had to think for myself..
Ask my Kobanawa Xiaobai, but they don't care about me either..
So I kept the answer and asked Kim Yan-yeon tomorrow.. Because only she would talk to me.
Jin Yan Yan came to see me secretly every day and brought me all kinds of things I have never seen before. she said it was called sugar, chocolate and cookies. I have never heard of them, and I know them from her. she said we should always meet, so that little white flowers, little blue and little red would not think about each other any more.. I said, um. At first, she could play together every day, but later, she was always beaten. I said who hit you, she said aunt, who wouldn't let her come out to see me.. I said that you would not see, so that you would be less beaten. She said no.! She said that she didn't like aunts or uncles, and she didn't like servants in the family. All she could talk about was me.. I said I also like to be with her, because she always lets me know a lot of new things, which grandpa would not say.. We stole melons from grandpa's garden, inside, took a nap under the grape trellis, bathed in the lake and smeared mud on each other's faces.. On one occasion, when we were playing along the road, we heard the beating and beating all the way from a distance. I said what was that, Yan Yan said, it was a wedding, fool. when I said what was a wedding, she said it was a woman married to a man and gave birth to a baby together.. What do I call having babies together? She said that a man sleeping with a woman will have babies.. I said, then I will have babies with you, she said, we are still young, when we are older, she will have babies for me.. With that, the two happily went to the pond inside to catch frogs..
Her aunt became more and more strict, and her body was more and more injured. I asked grandpa: grandpa, why doesn't Yan Yan's aunt let her play with me? Grandpa was smoking a cigarette, and in silence he would say, "Because somebody else is a young lady, a young lady must look like a young lady. What is a young lady?"? He looked at me and said, "Miss is the person you will serve one day.". I said I don't serve her, I don't serve anyone. Grandpa sighed and continued smoking his cigarette..
I feel very happy every day because of Yan Yan playing with me everyday. unconsciously, more than two years have passed. I am almost eight years old, and she is almost seven years old.. She stopped playing with me.. I guess she was locked up by her aunt. (责任编辑：admin)